A Day In The Mind Of Me

Just sitting in my room chilling on the computer doing my usually playing Facebook game's thinking of random things as i always do,I tend to do that all the time random thinking, it tends to get the best of my at times. And oh bot don't let me worry about a situation...smdh...it's a rap after that,that's when the true Virgo thinking in me kicks in, I don't know why I do such thing's to myself I go crazy sometimes over the lil things.I know sometimes life can be hard to bear and it always seems to throw a lot of carve balls my way, I handle most of them pretty well and get then out my system,I don't think it's good to harbor those types of emotions they cloud ones judgment when a person is trying to make a diction about something that may be important to you or someone else,whether there important or not.Like what I was just thinking (as I took a quick restroom break) "why do people only want you around when you have money or they need you to do something for them?" I never understood that......I can understand to a certain point as a people we do need our qt to ourselves and loved ones but don't just call on me when you need me or need money, spend time just hanging with me lets bond as a people,sometimes it feels good to be receiving things then always being ask of all the time.I don't mind helping sometimes but I know there's another person you can ask besides me all the time,it's in my nature to wanna help but don't you think a person gets tired of being asked to do something all the time? I mean come on wouldn't you? I'm the type of person who doesn't like to be bothered a lot of the time and I'm the type of person to were if I have it to spare then I would give, people always try to take a person kindness for a weakness, and if you let them then a person will run all over you with ease, but also it's not right for a person to get mad at the person if that person says no.....you don't do everything your asked of do you?no I thought not.People need to stop being lazy and try to figure thing's out for themselves first and then if it becomes to much for you then ask,I also know that there's a lot of things that calls for two or more people to help in that situation.God only puts things in your path that he/she can handle,anymore then that then we'd be in the nut house, life if full of many things to try to take your mind off your own goals and dreams,like I always say and try to follow "Keep your eyes on the prize cause you only have one life to do so". People take people and things for granted when they shouldn't,I try to use everything I can to do what I can when I can to do me first before I ask, and I'm a stubborn bastered I really don't like askin for help,but that's me.